That Old Thing Back.

My butterflies have died. 

It's been a long time since I've felt like a giddy schoolgirl. Shy and giggling. Unsure of what to say, how to say it, what to do, how to do it .. I miss it.

Perhaps I'm too old for such feelings. After all, I'm at a point in my life in which I should be able to say what I feel. I'm supposed to be mature now, none of that little kid stuff. However, I'd be a liar if I said I didn't like the kiddie way .. there's just something about it ..

Anyways, I'm just rambling. What I really want to say is a lot deeper than rap. However, I just can't seem to find the words to say it ..

I've been neglecting you blogspot, my apologies haha. I'll log in more often. Tumblr is just so damn addicting