The Game.

I decided to play, and it completely fcked up my mind.

I over analyze every little thing and every little thing irritates me to no end.

To list everything out would make me sound absolutely petty. But what I gave makes me feel entitled. I can't help but to feel entitled. I deserve his attention. I deserve responses. I deserve his time .. at the end of the day, he makes me cry.

But, thugs aren't supposed to cry. So I act like idgaf but I definitely do. The crazy thing is .. he has NO idea I feel this way, and I highly doubt I'll ever reach a point where I can tell him. 

I'm too proud for this. I'm far too proud, for this ..